Wednesday, July 20, 2011

well...

i guess i shouldn't complain. i have made some new connections in the autism community. problem is i am feeling that, whenever i post on a thread, no one responds after it. but, that's okay. at least kylee's story is getting out there. it's been mega eye opening to say the least. i have learned so many new things just by being in these communities. i am trying my best to get ayn's story out there, but unfortunately, i don't think that anyone around here cares. i've posted (hundreds, i'm sure) of posts relating to it. i am just so sad for derek that he and his family have to go through this.

i joined the asperger's community page. that was a very good move. it has taught me a lot! i am thinking that maybe she does have asperger's. but, it's hard to tell, and i won't know until they tell me so. if i can get hold of someone at the district office to even get me her records, seeing as it's the middle of summer. i know they have to provide records if i ask, even at a cost which is no problem at all. although the only other snag i see is they have up to 45 days to comply with your request...

my problem right now is letting go and letting God...

i know it's all in the Father's hands, but if i seriously have to wait another almost two years, i think i will die. today was a horrible day. i yelled. i haven't yelled like this in a long time and of course i feel terrible about it. this all coming after reading "overcoming emotions that destroy".....ugh.

so, until tomorrow, i will pray some more and wait to hear God's Word on my recent situation, hoping i will accept what He has to say with an open heart...

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